Monday, January 9, 2012

I'm back

Hello people! Yocco is back. I have been stop blogging for a long period of time. Time flies, five years have elapsed since I started my high school life. And now, I already graduated from high school. What had happened over the past few years just like a dream. So fast, I'm eighteen now. What an eighteen-year-old teenager supposed to do? I have no idea. I don't know where's my goal and, I don't know what I really want. I have my own dream, like everyone does; I want a better life, like everyone does. But it's easily said than done. I'm so confused and helpless. I have no one to talk to. Anyhow, there're two months of time to make a decision. Hope I would never regret. Keeping my fingers crossed, may God bless me.

Sometimes we have to make up our mind, make the best decision for each other. It may hurt, but both of you know that it's the only way. It's so hard to say goodbye and never going to say hello again. I made it. I have to end it up doesn't mean i want to. I want you to let me go or maybe I don't want. You know, I feel unsafe all the way. I'm always being selfish to you. I need you to tell me how you feel. I feel bad actually, never feel better.